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Our current exhibit is And So On For Ever, a collection of unsorted notes initially compiled by the members of the Yu-Niwa Lodge, with additional notes by anonymous authors. The Lodge practiced possession states, seances and initiatory rituals practiced in dreams, all of which were described in the notes, and nearly all notes were typewritten by Ben-Jakob prior to his death, so that we have no information on which author wrote which note. When untitled, we have used the initial line as the title. The usefulness of this collection is questionable, but after various requests we have decided to share what information we have with fellow members. Articles marked "definition" are known to be written by Barnard Euler, and arte taken from his autobiography The Capture Book.

Current fragments:

1. Barnard Euler's fisrt visitation
2. Picture a desk, at the front of a near-empty church
3. Perhaps if I could just pick up the telephone
4. One night, over a few bottles of unspeakably bad gin
5. In the dream she was there
6. There was a second skin beneath the one I considered mine
7. A laying of hands onto the screen
8. Shaking so furiously I can hear the hum from here
9. The sewage prophet, searching the storm drains for marks of the great day
10. You insisted on cradling my head in your lap
11. The names change, near-instantly
12. Your fingers are in my mouth and all I can taste is latex
13. When I was little, there were power lines across the street
14. All pieces made of translucent materials
15. I had hooks inserted between my teeth and my gums
16. I think I have done the thing you told me not to do
17. There is no way of knowing
18. The doktors have subvocal mics sewn to their throats
19. Something very strange happens, then
20. He walks outside and breathes in the damp rotted air
21. Pray all through your endless night
22. There were doorways to my left and right
23. The Markus House
24. I remember thinking, very clearly, "If they kill us, they will eat us"
25. Mirrored recovery: I want to understand
26. In fig. 37-a the hair-washing river
27. To this day, my parents will claim that the events of 1983 were a random tragedy
28. Crooked roads, houses all but fallen, deer skulls over the doorways
29. "Here is a list of one hundred questions", the headmaster mumbled
30. Vons Serin told me that the church had a second first level
31. The butcher-surgeons, fallen doctors from long-abandoned hospitals
32. I awoke to find my knuckles scraped and a thin film across my eyes
33. I walked down to the annex, where a den of methmakers were in communication with the ghosts of Campbell's Raiders
34. Searching for the methmakers, I walked into a small hallway I had never been inside before
35. They sang into the floor
36. The deleted world returns
37. Set your head to the floor
38. I constantly felt as though I was falling forward
39. Having opened to me, the terror, the smell of her skin
40. Exurgent morturi et ad me veniunt
41. Three miles outside of town I was picked up by a man who claimed to have an engine of destruction
42. It may be the case that in Heaven all one needs is quickly placed beneath the hand
43. In the moonlight the car shimmered and seemed to vanish
44. If you can kill it, you can take and wear its skin
45. At night, the children walked to the top of the hill
46. It was then I was marched before a series of judges
47. For a moment, I was alone on Earth
48. The children put their heads upon the desk
49. The Architect
50. She had told me, in my dream
51. There is a room tucked in the center of the hallway
52. I have recently become possessed by spirits
53. Rv. Emersohn, brought low like a dog
54. Empyreal Gate Network, a definition
55. Gate Boons and Hexes, a definition
56. Greater Halls, a definition
57. Journade del Muerto
58. The Kiehl, a definition
59. Now gone, left her body
60. I count half a dozen mile markers

A collection of Teraphim Mystery Recording loops has been made available for those who wish to engage in auditory experimentation. All audio (unless otherwise noted) provided by Medroxy Progesterone Acetate: Necropsych occlusionism since 1999. All stop-motion animation provided by Puppetkultus. The final king walks the earth in a dead man's skin.